May 2013
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I miss you so much, it hurts.
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“Just because I can’t talk to you anymore, doesn’t mean I’ve...”
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April 2013
6 posts
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Pray by Kodaline
How many nights do you lie...
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“You can’t possibly do better, because I’m the best.”
– Iwan Tumewa, 2011
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Day 630
Dear Iwan,
Hey, baby. How are you doing these days? I hope you’re doing well up there (or where ever you are). I still wish, sometimes, that we could still Skype or whatever. Silly me, I know. I don’t believe in ghosts or supernatural activities, but I’d so kill to see one more glance of you, even if then you’d just vanish into thin air.
Baby, a few days ago, Shinta...
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“Your hand on my face,
fingertips on swollen lips,
the world vanishes.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)
March 2013
15 posts
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“I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple...”
– John Green, The Fault in Our Stars (via fakeville)
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“You will never know
just how much I wish
you were still lying
next to me.”
– @catwomanizer
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The Seemingly Unimportant Things That I Miss
When you lose someone who means the world to you, you don’t only lose their presence, but also the privileges: to gaze into their beautiful eyes, to ask for their point of view, to listen to their thoughts, to argue with them, to apologize, because you value your relationship more than your ego; to make them laugh, to send them how’s-your-day texts, to playfully mess their hair up, to wipe their...
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Anchor by Mindy Gledhill
When all the world...
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Charlie: Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date?
Mr. Anderson: We accept the love we think we deserve.
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“It’s not about being who someone else wants you to be. It’s about being...”
– (via thelovewhisperer)
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“I believe death is only a door. When it closes, another opens. If I cared to...”
– Sonmi-451, Cloud Atlas
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Cloud Atlas
Archivist: The report said Commander Zheng was killed in the assault.
Sonmi-451: That is correct.
Archivist: But you say that you loved him?
Sonmi-451: Yes, I do.
Archivist: You mean, you are still in love with him?
Sonmi-451: I mean, that I will always do.
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February 2013
23 posts
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A Hymn of Grief For The Lost One
The sound
of my breaking heart
forms a melody
only angels could hear.
Sing with me,
a hymn of grief
nobody on earth
has ever heard before.
Speak to me in silence,
show me your presence
through your absence.
Make me feel
like you’re here,
holding my hands
like you used to.
Wrap me in your loving arms,
bury what’s barely alive
deep inside the ground,
along...
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I just can't quite understand.
How someone I just knew for about 21 months could mean everything to me. How even after 568 days after he passed away, he is still the only one who holds my heart. How it took 2 weeks to make me fall for him, but perhaps forever to let him go.
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“If anyone ever asks me what part of my life you are, I will look at them and...”
– (via thelovewhisperer)
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Day 567 - Part II
Dear Iwan,
A lot of people have been letting me down all my life, but I have never felt so disappointed and hurt when you did. I know you didn’t mean to, but how could you? I know it’s just life being an asshole, and I thought I had come to terms with it. I thought I had finally accepted it, that I was finally able to let you go. But there are times, times like these, where all...
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Day 567 - Part I
Dear Iwan,
Hey, baby! Aren’t you tired of running through my mind all day? I hope you’re doing well wherever you are. I’ve been meaning to write to you since February 19th, actually, but I was so occupied with my final project exhibition and could barely get up due to flu and shit, so here I am now.
February 19th was the day I had my final thesis defense, and it went great...
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“Jika kamu ingin tahu, seberapa berharganya kamu bagiku―bahkan waktu fotomu...”
– @_joaru
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Cannonball by Damien Rice
Still a little bit...
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“Loving you is like breathing; How can I stop?”
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“I look at you and see all the ways a soul can bruise, and I wish I could sink my...”
– Shinji Moon
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Remember
How I told you I was terrified of losing you? And even the mere thought of it killed me? You just chuckled, held my hands and looked me in the eye while saying, “Baby, I’m not gonna leave you, for you’re the love of my life…”
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The Best Boss Anyone Could Ever Have
I never worked for him, obviously, but I know for sure that he was THE best Boss. Because he coached people―not just those who actually worked for him―and he was the kind of leader who found a way to make his people do what they could do, rather than punished them for what they couldn’t.
I remember that time, when I asked him what his purpose in life was, and he simply said it was to be a...
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“The craving for you
never seems to slow itself,
never seems to stop.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)
January 2013
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“There’s no substitute for someone who really gets you, accepts you for who...”
– @SunnyGirl1717 